so. I resigned from the daycare on Wednesday. It's a long, complicated story. I didn't want to leave, but I had no choice.

Now, I am sinking. I am falling rapidly into a deep, deep pit of darkness. I can feel it all around me. I don't want to do anything. It took everything I could muster just to get out of bed this morning. I didn't do that on Thursday until close to the end of the day. Not until it was time to go to St. Louis. Went to my friend Bob's house for the night, and hung out with him, my sister and his roommate Ryan. Unfortunately, it didn't help much to bring up out of this darkness and despair that I am falling deeper into.

Please tell me it's all going to be ok. Because I can't see any light at the end of the tunnel right now.